my lovely wiken part 1 March 28, 2009

yea  yea yea~ another 20minutes to go back. sangat tak sabar. sangat tadek mood nk keje skang neh. pls pls pls, tolong la jgn tanye nape.

last wiken i managed to go to watch Sirah Junjungan with my hubby + momma  + my bro.  yes, its a good show. insaf la jugekk. my mum siap nanges2..me tersentuh la jugekk hati neh, esp bile rasul nk wafat tuh and then part endon makan jantung saidina hamzah..rasa cm gothic gell~ hihu~

actually, first time my mum ajak tgk, saya mcm 50-50 nk g sbb my financial quite goyah bulan neh (byk travell)..n then bile i surf2, dengar radio seme, baru i tau yg this theatre pasal rasul..ingtkn citer bese2..so saya ponx menggugel website istana budaya..lucky enough that on the nite yg my mum nk tgk is Mawi yg perform saya ponx teros call mak n mengonline kan tiket kami hihu~

yg wat saya insaf sket2 + takut adalah time the actors dtg dari belakang n mengucap dtg dekat2..dgn pakai jubah..rase mcm ape jer..da la masa tuh ‘kami’ tgh bermanj2..mesti diorg ingt kitowang tak kawen agi hihu~

hehe part yg plg ske adalah time mawi nyanyi2, sangat sedap n jantan suaranya..sangat sesuai utk berzanji nasyid2 neh + dia pakai jubah putih dgn serban putih…tibe2 plak minat mawi, once noe that i m pregnen..haha

alamak, koi 5 dah! nk balik tgk spa Q ahah bu bu~~

chenta anak monyet November 24, 2008

tajuk adalah sangat tak sesuu~

cinta monyet.aku percaya seme org ada chenta monyet.tak kisah la masa korg sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah tak ponx tadika.

tp bg aku, neh bkn la chenta monyet ponx. aku ingt lagi, from the 1st time niat ku cma nk berkawan, tapi tlh disalah anggap oleh rakan2 sekelas and even oleh cikgu ponx.bnda neh terjadi masa aku darjah 5, tahun 1995.

so last wiken yg lepas, rupe2nye, chenta anak monyet ku tlh selamamt mendirikan rumahtangga. aku yg ditemani oleh kak teh dan aiman g weddingnya, kebtolan cikgu kepada adik aku. malas nk cakap panjang2, layan jer la gambo2 kat bawah ni eh

me with the kapel.sile abaikan saya yg sangat berlemoih dat day

some of the hantaran from perempuan to lelaki

today, during lunch hour, i received this one sms from him yg berbaur begini :

” Kata dulang paku serpih, kata kt aku..tau2 nk kawin..hat dia tu pun tau2 ja posmen hantaq kad kahwin dah. “

hehe biasa la.kite kene la wat seprais sket. life neh kan full with surprises

to my beloved jaja, congratulation on your wedding. sory tak dapat dtg. i would really love to go on ur big day. however, i ve got my other commitment, which was my FAMILY and i noe that i may understand. my bless owaix with u and zul ok, dear

hectic month October 20, 2008

dear all,

i dunno whether its only me myself yg hectic or org lain ponx mcm tuh jugekk.

i noe as an exec, young exec, saya seharusnya bersabar byk2 wat keje baik2. tp kesabaran saya ponx ada hadnya jugekk.

as y`all noe, only me my self the only E1 at my section. most of them are managers. me direct reporting to my sm. yes i ve heard that in petronas, we have to do everything. ok, my expectations are there. but i ve never tot that everything i ve to do like wat i have to do now.

tak tahan la u have to assist sumone else n then sampai kaco masa nk wat keje u which is ur KPI. my work, my submission late. preparing my other work, oso terganggu. and then all the managers ske gell campak and assign keje ske2 hati wponx dok tgk  i m bz doing my other tasks. in fact sumtimes, bnda tuh diorg leh wat sendiri ponx. sbb kalau nk tunggu i may be lambat sket bcos i m organizing my work based on priority and urgency. ngeng.

tuh satu. another one. all the submissions are on the same date. ada 365 hari dalam setahun. aku ponx tak paham nape seme nk berebut satu tarikh yg sama. bengong. yes my bf said wat keje stkt yg mampu n mana dulu. dah seme nye share the same date. thats the thing.

and then mule la nk balik everynite koi 9 malam. sampai umah dah terpeleot. badan tuh jgn cakap la, mmg penat abess. its not that i cannot go home late or cannot stay. tanak biasa kan diri sangat. once bos dah tau kite leh stay, they will assign us work and then expect us to stay back. in fact, i m getting married. aku tanak balik lewat. i have my own life too!!

another thing, i m the only single in my section, again. last friday, suddenly my bos said that i have to come to work on saturday. whadaaa.. this is not service desk or plant that i can claim my wiken or fto. teros la saya cakap i have to balik kampung. leh pulak ah tanya y i have to balik kg. dengan hati yg mula panas saya ponx cakap la dah mak saya soh saya balik. i hate that. kalau org yg dah kawen, ada famili, leh plak senang2 jer amek EL or AL. anak periksa laa famili matters laa etc. so yg single2 ni tadek famili ker, no responsibility??? so yg single neh terpaksa la nk stay on wiken and stay back. skang neh, i dun even have time to manage n think about my wedding enimore.

so sory. today i cannot stand anymore. today i burst my tears to my bf. saya rasa dah lame dah tak nanes mcm tuh. dah lame saya tak migrain.

pelik n tak paham September 6, 2008

ehem ehem. ade org dah request for apdet. haih. malas + penat la nk apdet. kdg2 bersemangat jugak. kat ofis lagi niat nk apdet. tpi? ngeee~~

1st of all, nk wish selamat berpuasa kepada seme. semoga kita manfaat kan bulan puasa neh spnuh nya. cakap neh mcm la baik sangat. mmg tak ah. cme jadik diri sendiri yg sebenar jerk

cme tak puas ati jer la sket rini. seperti malam yg salunya, saya insya Allah g terawih wat sampai abeh. sperti sedia maklum, mmg la pas 8 rakaat, org akan berkurangan, saaf akan jadik sket. kalau pompan nye saaf, tinggal satu saaf jer, tak sampai 10 org ponx.

so mcm malam tadi, pas isyak kt umah dulu, saya ponx g surau nk terawih. tp dok dengar diorg dok sibuk2 bincang, pak cik tuh ponx punya la dok diskas2 kot MIC. rupe2nye, diorg tgh wat vote, nk wat 8 atau 20, nk ikut majoriti.ish sangat tak puas ati btol.kalau nk ikut majoriti, mesti la ramai yg wat 20 g..

saya ponx tak paham.pelik ponx pelik. nk wat terawih ponx nk ikut VOTE ker. padahal bln posa neh skali setahun. bknnye leh wat terawih bulan yg len. apa salahnya wat 20. kalau wat 8, yg lebeh nk wat kt umah, mmg tak ah utk org cm saya neh. PEMALAS. bknnye RAJIN sangat ponx nk wat sorang2. sbb tuh dtg wat kat surau. pe yg saya tgk tadi, pas 8 jer..bfore nk wat witir, ada la beberapa laki yg kua dari surau tuh..may be nk wat yg baki tuh kt umah.. dah laa wat kat surau, niat iktikaf ponx tak dapat, terawih ponx wat 8 jer Nabi mmg la wat 8, tapi pas terawih dia sambung lagi ngaji Quran seme n ibadat yg len etc..

yang pastinya, pas abeh witir jer tadi, saya blah jer, tak sempat wat tahlil ponx..sbb cakit pewut..nk tunggu 8 ponx takut jer pewut neh meragam dari pagi tadi

so i m going to bintulu tomoro for whole week. cant wait but at the same time cuak ngeee~ mesti kene buli lagi n manager2 sbb i m the only lady yg  g

gtg.sok nk bgn SOQ + packing brg for one week = balik KuLim lagi next wiken..yeayy!

monday blues.. August 18, 2008

i dunno whether i m too sensitive or what nowadays.

maybe people may say like dat, but i think it is not wrong to feel like dis.

i m jez a human. sesabar mane ponx saye, saya ade limitnye jugak.

tibe2 saya terase a.k.a kecik ati with one of my closed frenx. kawan sek men. kawan sepermainan org cakap. byk memori saya dgn dia. main kt padang sama2. memori daun pisang sama2. pegi umah dia wponx umah dia quite far from mine.

zmn U, saya di UTP. dia di IPTA. tak jauh sangat, sama2 sibuk tapi masih berhubung rapat. masih mengikuti perkembangan dan gosip semasa. sudah jarang jupe. tapi masih rapat.

tapi kini, dia sudah grad. sudah habis belajar. sudah masa sahaja hendak kerja. saya sudah berkerja di ibu negara dan dia berehat sekejap di kg halaman. sangat jarang berjupa. saya sudah tak ingt kali terakhir berjupa dengannya. saya sudah lupa bile kami keluar bersama.

sekarang dia berada di ibu negara, saya sangat rindu kepadanya. terasa ingin berjupa walau seketika. saya sedia utk meluangkan masa walau sekejap cukup hanya utk berjumpa dan bersua. tapi dia, memilih utk bersama rakan2 seperjuangannya. masa yg dihabiskan 3 thn bersama. tetap mahu berjumpa. tiada masa walau hanya satu jam cuma. hurmm….

saya kecewa.saya terasa. biar lah org lain nk cakap cemana. saya sayang dia. saya rindu dia.

sedihnya saya. masa yg ada disia-sia. hanya beberapa ketika saya digelar anak dara. masa hadapan harus utamakan keluarga tercinta. masa yg ada, hendak diluangkan bersama..

i love friendship. i appreciate and value very much.

saya rasa mcm kawan2 langsung tidak mengingati mempedulikan saya. biar lah, kasih sayangku dicurahkan kepada keluarga dan insan tercinta..

sepi August 11, 2008

i had a bad dream.

saye mimpi ade hantu yg nk ikut ‘kawan’ saya balik, esp bila dia nk balik g kontan malam2.

saya sangat takut.

saya sangat isau.

isau sangat2.

hurm pas neh saya nanak bagi dia balik lewat2 sampai malam dah balik kontan.

saya nanak mimpi tuh jadik btol.

sebab saya sayang dia.

sayang sangat3.

tapi hari ni saya sendiri lagi.saya sorang2 aje, dari pagi sampai malam..

mungkin hanya saya seorang ingt dia.

sepi, aku sepi..

hola~ July 3, 2008

hola~

this is the first entry for this blog.wow! ged gell aku menukar kepada blog ni plak.its been a long time for not updating the blog, tak kisah la yg baru atau yg lame.bkannye tadek citer, tapi masa dan keadaan yg menentukan.i am very bz n fully occupied hukhuk cm lawak ah plak cakap aku bz haha

yerp its true..semenjak dua menjak neh, bleh dkatakan my wiken is occupied not for my personal things, jarang sangat.kdg2 rasa nk rest cm every wiken ponx dah susah.fyi, since PIPE abeh rituh, next wiken g kursus kawen n then another wiken balik kg..after that my centralized trening for KKP mule.penat gell.so sampai abeh KKP last week ponx still rase kepenatan, saya rase sbb tuh la kot tibe2 today i need MC..

eniway, this wiken i am volunteering to be usher for VP’s son’s wedding..tah cemane tibe2 nk volunteer. last monday meeting with him said that there will be faizal af + nadia hukhuk layan jer laa..yg penting experience and the networking this sunday my MUM will be coming to KL, n may be dia akan ajak jalan2 lagi..(atau saya yg akan ajak die dulu ) yeyeah..becos there will be a wedding fair this wiken dekat midvalley exhibition centre and i intent to introduce my photographer to her n see his outcome so that she satisfy..

n then the following wik, me spttnya balik kg n ada plan with my Mum n kezen to go to padang besaq..but i guess have to be pospon my SM soh me to be stndby because currently our department is having perpindahan n relocating staff..n me again the focal person for my section nmpknye kene g ofis next wiken..takut~ eniway /me akan carik idea untuk melepaskan diri..if i can mcm tipis jer harapannye..

n then the following wiken will be Yuni’s engagement..itu dah diletakkan dalam diari dari awal lagik n have been informed to my MUm n shes understnd..

for the following wiken ponx, might be occupied, planning to balik kg or may be do for OUR preparation plak bee jee bee jee**haih** /me plan nk recover my body balik after KKp ponx tak sempat lagik..wanna have facial + body treatment n what-so-ever..lepas ni mmg dah kene pantang to sunshine..no more outdoor outdoor..tapi thn depan leh laa kot men utk KKP lagik kan kan kan

actually theres soo many things to story..but rite now, saya menceritakan bagaimana hidup saya sekarang yg bee jee tah pa pe**haih** neh baru bulan 7 neh dah kelam kabut..later later i will post may be about kkp ker..pipe ker since tuan pengacara tong tong gas request for every day nye pipe entry..tgk la kalau saye rajin ye tuan danny K

till then..carik sumthing to eat..perut sudah pedih2..kang esok ada yg MC lagik neh