dear all,
i dunno whether its only me myself yg hectic or org lain ponx mcm tuh jugekk.
i noe as an exec, young exec, saya seharusnya bersabar byk2 wat keje baik2. tp kesabaran saya ponx ada hadnya jugekk.
as y`all noe, only me my self the only E1 at my section. most of them are managers. me direct reporting to my sm. yes i ve heard that in petronas, we have to do everything. ok, my expectations are there. but i ve never tot that everything i ve to do like wat i have to do now.
tak tahan la u have to assist sumone else n then sampai kaco masa nk wat keje u which is ur KPI. my work, my submission late. preparing my other work, oso terganggu. and then all the managers ske gell campak and assign keje ske2 hati wponx dok tgk i m bz doing my other tasks. in fact sumtimes, bnda tuh diorg leh wat sendiri ponx. sbb kalau nk tunggu i may be lambat sket bcos i m organizing my work based on priority and urgency. ngeng.
tuh satu. another one. all the submissions are on the same date. ada 365 hari dalam setahun. aku ponx tak paham nape seme nk berebut satu tarikh yg sama. bengong. yes my bf said wat keje stkt yg mampu n mana dulu. dah seme nye share the same date. thats the thing.
and then mule la nk balik everynite koi 9 malam. sampai umah dah terpeleot. badan tuh jgn cakap la, mmg penat abess. its not that i cannot go home late or cannot stay. tanak biasa kan diri sangat. once bos dah tau kite leh stay, they will assign us work and then expect us to stay back. in fact, i m getting married. aku tanak balik lewat. i have my own life too!!
another thing, i m the only single in my section, again. last friday, suddenly my bos said that i have to come to work on saturday. whadaaa.. this is not service desk or plant that i can claim my wiken or fto. teros la saya cakap i have to balik kampung. leh pulak ah tanya y i have to balik kg. dengan hati yg mula panas saya ponx cakap la dah mak saya soh saya balik. i hate that. kalau org yg dah kawen, ada famili, leh plak senang2 jer amek EL or AL. anak periksa laa famili matters laa etc. so yg single2 ni tadek famili ker, no responsibility??? so yg single neh terpaksa la nk stay on wiken and stay back. skang neh, i dun even have time to manage n think about my wedding enimore.
so sory. today i cannot stand anymore. today i burst my tears to my bf. saya rasa dah lame dah tak nanes mcm tuh. dah lame saya tak migrain.
