week 18 June 7, 2009

hola~ such a long time for not updating this blog..kesian dia..dulu sbb baru tinggal umah sewa sendiri ni + tadek internet macam kt umah uncle dulu + kat ofis plak susah nk bukak wordpress..kene pakai proxy..tuh ponx kdg2 jer ok..tapi facebook buleh plak huhu

so skang dah tadek rezen dah..thnx to my hubby for buying this broadband thingy for our kl-home-based huhu selagi tak beli broadband selagi tuh la dok dengar dia tanye nk beli buleh tak, nk beli buleh tak my hubby jugekk lah yg menyuruh saya hapdet tapi tidak lah saya larat seketikanya pulang dari keja makan, smayang dan teross bamm bamm krohh krohh

currently, i m now in my 18 weeks pregnancy..keadaan yg penuh loya2 dan pening2 sudah kurang, much better..alhamdulillah..but sometimes ade jugak esp bau2 yg tak menyenangkan pagi2 nk g keje + cramp kaki dan betis esp dari parking kete ker ofis…terpaksa stop a few stations b4 sampai ofis utk urut2 kaki dan betis

a few feedback yg saya dapat dari famili terdekat setelah lame tak lihat saya ialah kenape nmpk kurus, ye saya tak muntah2 tapi tidak lalu makan.. lately pulak salu angen2, takleh jalan or berdiri stret, sakit sangat atas pewut ni mak cakap, kakak skang dah takleh nk jaga n kontrol makan mcm zmn diet dulu dah.. saya bkn jaga mkn, tp kureng lalu mkn, alangkah baiknye kalau saya lalu makan seme, roti biskut etc tp saya tidak.. dah 4 bulan lebeh eh, nape tak nmpk pewut lagi, perut kecik eh nk bandingkan perut saya dengan org pegnen 6-7 bulan mmg tak dapat lah, lagi2 plak ni pegnen anak sulung..

kdg2 geram jugak, tapi bila ingtkn diorg ni kureng knowledge about pregnancy, diam aje lah..

lagi satu, kezen aku yg paling rapat since dia kecik lagi, lately menunjukkan sikap eksyen nye yg melampau2 rituh dah eksyen pas aku kawen, but once my hubby tadek kt kl, kalau g umah dia sorang2 he will be jez fine with me..but now, wow menjadik2 eksyennyee..bile panggey wat tatau jerk..tanak dengar laa..tp bila aku nk balik wat2 curik2 tgk..haih..yg perasan dia jadik cm tuh pas i noe that i m pregnant..hurm cemane eh budak2 kecik cm tuh tau yg kite tgh pregnant..mak dia ade jugak cakap2 n dia cakap ada baby dalam perut..dia akan wat tatau..dat day, tibe2 jer dia dtg tampar my perut masa tgh barink atas kusi..haih..kuss semangat btol laa budak ni…

my kezen yg duduk atas my brother tuh

ada a few things about me yg discover masa pegnen ni :

1. wiken, if my hubby tak balik, saya akan bgn lambat dan teros bgn g tapau kt kedai without gosok gg  + mandi dulu.hehe jgn marah. saya sangat wangi dan tidak busuk. kalau tak caye, tanye my famili + my hubby kan abang kan..
2. wikdays, pagi2 g keje sangat lah malas nk bgn g ofis mmg akan lambatlah mule la wat2 tak larat kat ofis nk keje bla bla bla..but once ada netball trening ptg tuh, koi 4 start la bertenaga balik haha otomatiknye!
3. saya tidak tahu jantina our baby lagik. may be next check up. but the thing is, saya akan paling dan sangat bersemangat utk menguruskan our corporate netball thingy. kdg2 cm lebeh dari our work. me n kak fizah.dua2 mak buyong. tapi kak fizah da tau baby gurl. no wonder dia still bersemangat about our netball
4. adalah kureng dan buleh dikatakan tak berapa nk lalu sangat n food @ level 4 and level 2 dah lately. dengan ramai orgnya + tadek tempat lagik. akan kuatkan dan gagahkan diri jugak utk baby utk makan during lunch time. salunya @ BSN sup ani utara la ape lagi, skang ni  addict n nasi sup nye..fuza la kawan seangkatan.. takponx, wisma central, esp kalau nk mkn nasi lauk + nasi ayam..fuza lagi n lubna kdg2 dia ponx dah sibuk skang ni
5. most of my baju kurung dah takleh pakai esp kain nye..pakai tp mmg tak kancing lah..so soh mak bawak baju masa zmn sekolah dulu masa zmn gemms + pinjam baju kurung mak huhu alternatifnya kene lah giat menshopeng baju maternity lately..my bajet this month da burst actually..kesian baby kalau pakai baju ketat2 anti cemane dia nk besar..

da dulu..gambo masa pegnen yg btol2 nmpk pegnen tak jupe plak..yg lain saya dapat menyorokkan diri lagi later~

p/s : last wiken balik kg, my mum serahkn buku about pregnancy..dia cakap buku masa dia pegnenkan saya..rasa nk nanges..touching..

har dil jo pyar karega.. April 24, 2009

today genap lah 12 weeks = 3 months my pregnancy! baru jerk, wponx rasa cm da lame..still have half way to go

setakat ni, saya sangat lah tak larat + malas utk wat keje or datang keje..kalau kt ofis ponx rase cm byk tido jer lagi kat surau..tatau nape, may be changes of hormone..rase penat sangat..

but one thing yg membuat sangat bersemangat adalah netball thingy for this coming KKP 09..i wish dat i can play so dapat manage diorg or tgk diorg tuwun main ponx enuf..bile tgk padang nmpk ijau jer rasa tenang sangat2..bile larat wat2 shoot, rase besnyeee..bahagianyeee..hihi pelik tol~

another thing is, lately sangat ske makan nasi kandaq esp nasi kandar pelita..tatau nape..tuh jer yg rasa cm lalu n bersemangat nk mkn..biar makan ayam goreng jer ponx tp kene kuah gulai dia rasa sangat sedappp dan puass!

pastuh kan, sangat suke dengar lagu hindustan skang ni esp kat ofis..pastuh kalau kt radio ade lagu hindustan bile saya nyanyi dengan pnuh fluent nye mesti hasben sangat heran dan takjub! haha

 koi 9 malam jer mesti tekan 108 cenel zee sbb mesti ada citer hindustan..lately layan citer arzoo, taal etc tapi kalau citer lama2 zmn parents dulu yg tak femes tuh tak layan ah..citer femes cm bobby ker may be tunggu jugak laa kot huhuh

no wonder lah dulu zmn sekolah skulmet panggey saya Sarah Mukherjee!! ngeee..gotcha~

*sarahtebuan bajet cm Rani Mukherjee laa muka bulat2 cm die haha

my lovely wiken part 1 March 28, 2009

yea  yea yea~ another 20minutes to go back. sangat tak sabar. sangat tadek mood nk keje skang neh. pls pls pls, tolong la jgn tanye nape.

last wiken i managed to go to watch Sirah Junjungan with my hubby + momma  + my bro.  yes, its a good show. insaf la jugekk. my mum siap nanges2..me tersentuh la jugekk hati neh, esp bile rasul nk wafat tuh and then part endon makan jantung saidina hamzah..rasa cm gothic gell~ hihu~

actually, first time my mum ajak tgk, saya mcm 50-50 nk g sbb my financial quite goyah bulan neh (byk travell)..n then bile i surf2, dengar radio seme, baru i tau yg this theatre pasal rasul..ingtkn citer bese2..so saya ponx menggugel website istana budaya..lucky enough that on the nite yg my mum nk tgk is Mawi yg perform saya ponx teros call mak n mengonline kan tiket kami hihu~

yg wat saya insaf sket2 + takut adalah time the actors dtg dari belakang n mengucap dtg dekat2..dgn pakai jubah..rase mcm ape jer..da la masa tuh ‘kami’ tgh bermanj2..mesti diorg ingt kitowang tak kawen agi hihu~

hehe part yg plg ske adalah time mawi nyanyi2, sangat sedap n jantan suaranya..sangat sesuai utk berzanji nasyid2 neh + dia pakai jubah putih dgn serban putih…tibe2 plak minat mawi, once noe that i m pregnen..haha

alamak, koi 5 dah! nk balik tgk spa Q ahah bu bu~~

fly me to kuantan February 6, 2009

hola.lame btol tak menghapdet blog neh.tidak mempunyai akses terhadap internet. neh ponx kt ofis, mintak tlg org cari kan ‘lubang’ nk masuk wordpress.sangat teruk. haih.

apologized for my language used here.sangat lah rojak.tah lah.bila taip jerk, seme bahse terkelua.english + malay yg di cyber kn. rasanya sangat kene masuk kelas bahasa. haih lagi.

ye, today is friday. yeay! i m going to kuantan this evening. sangat ske. two weeks tak jupe my hubby. sangat lah rindu. after kawen neh, attachment dia lain sket. bertambah kuat. cant resist haha

actually byk bnda yg nk di post kn disini, tapi masa la pulak tadek. later la eh.

basically, this wiken will be our next holiday n togetherness at kuantan. lamenye tak g kuantan huhu though he will be working for wiken for this whole month, but nvm, as long as we are near..as long as i can see his smile live huhu nape plak cm ding dong plak neh**blushing**

saje jer nk post balik dialog with my SM smlm kt his room :

” saya nk mintak kua awal sket la esok”

“nk wat per, esok kan jumaat..break dah lama”

” ala en anuar, bas saya koi5.30″

” kamu nk balik mane?”

” saya nk balik kuantan hehe”

” huh, kamu p pindah sana la terus..”

**sengeh kerang busuk + blushing sorang2 depan SM** hihi

oh HR, transfer me to KONTAN plzz!!

ooh my baby! December 17, 2008

i had such a long last wiken..2 days wiken + my AL + EL yg dibuat2 made me feel very bahagia haha **nampak sangat cm tadek mood n perasaan nk keje eh **

oh ye, my Mum jez came back from Mekah last monday..alhamdulillah sihat Hajjah Yusriyah wponx wiken yg agak panjang, saya dalam keadaan yg kelam kelibut jugekk since i have to manage my famili @kampung**esp my Tok****mostly every morning** and oso  arrange and coordinate pasal my Mum nk balik Mekah tuh..in one day, pagi i went marketing with my Tok again, lunch went to serdang attend my frenx’ s bro wedding and then g SP amek my Mum nye lecture notes + text books..fyi, my Mum still study @ UUM taking PJJ in Bisnes Admin..

alamak! sbnrnya nk citer mende alah len neh hihih ok2..on Monday evening, asu tibe2 call me..cakap ada berita malang utk kakak..apekah nya neh..lagi wat saspen..lagi laa saya mahu marah..rupe2nye..

jeng jeng jeng…!!

and also this..

actually refer to the same side..my tayar kiri belakang baby Kelisa ada org cilok..sangat tadek sivik..disyaki student yg sewa dekat2 surau situ..diorg mmg sokmo lepak kt playground tuh malam2..in fact before neh ponx gelap jer kt situ..skang neh baru lampu elektrik tuh nyala balik..cerah balik dkt umah ngajar ngaji tuh..may be ramai dah komplen..the week before tuh, fortuner rumah sebelah kene curik..haih~ skang neh seme dah takut2 nk parking kete even though depan umah sendiri

asu ponx tak pasang tayar spare lagi..next week we gonna have a long holiday..so asu dah cakap nk kene masukkan dua2 kete dalam garaj gak..haih!

December 9, 2008

hey there! such a long time not updating my blog..waweee~ theres soo much thing happened and yet, me sooo lazy to updet..the same excuses and rezen like before..lazy + tired haih~

suddenly wanna updet my blog..as i really cannot stand oredi..me feel very very very guilty..but actually bnda neh remeh temeh jerk ponx..

me got course at PERMATA for this 3 days till thursday..and today, pas abeh course jer tibe2 rajin g kLcc g ofis because i wanna submit that KWSP form to our secretary..and yeah, dekat concourse tuh still ade promotion about zEn perfume..hurm sory bie..i jez bought my ZEn..dah teringin lame dah dat perfume..i think still can tahan lagik..tapi lame2 dok terpk terbawak2 sampai ke mimpi in fact promotion for end of Nov rituh the set siap ade jam lagi but i missed that one feel very down tadi..tapi sbbkan dah mmg ngidam..me bought one finally..hurmm, kalau bie tak ske takper la, me tak pakai with u hurmmm

in fact, me begitu bersemangat beli a new dictionary for myself before that..mmg dah pasang niat nk beli to improve my english..yes i noe my english sooo bad

yes i noe that i overspent today n i have to pospon my 4-steps whole body treatment for this while..

sory gambo tak clear, bese la kamera koman

p/s: bie sory, i really wanna have this Zen like u wanna have ur current sport rim

chenta anak monyet November 24, 2008

tajuk adalah sangat tak sesuu~

cinta monyet.aku percaya seme org ada chenta monyet.tak kisah la masa korg sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah tak ponx tadika.

tp bg aku, neh bkn la chenta monyet ponx. aku ingt lagi, from the 1st time niat ku cma nk berkawan, tapi tlh disalah anggap oleh rakan2 sekelas and even oleh cikgu ponx.bnda neh terjadi masa aku darjah 5, tahun 1995.

so last wiken yg lepas, rupe2nye, chenta anak monyet ku tlh selamamt mendirikan rumahtangga. aku yg ditemani oleh kak teh dan aiman g weddingnya, kebtolan cikgu kepada adik aku. malas nk cakap panjang2, layan jer la gambo2 kat bawah ni eh

me with the kapel.sile abaikan saya yg sangat berlemoih dat day

some of the hantaran from perempuan to lelaki

today, during lunch hour, i received this one sms from him yg berbaur begini :

” Kata dulang paku serpih, kata kt aku..tau2 nk kawin..hat dia tu pun tau2 ja posmen hantaq kad kahwin dah. “

hehe biasa la.kite kene la wat seprais sket. life neh kan full with surprises

to my beloved jaja, congratulation on your wedding. sory tak dapat dtg. i would really love to go on ur big day. however, i ve got my other commitment, which was my FAMILY and i noe that i may understand. my bless owaix with u and zul ok, dear

hectic month October 20, 2008

dear all,

i dunno whether its only me myself yg hectic or org lain ponx mcm tuh jugekk.

i noe as an exec, young exec, saya seharusnya bersabar byk2 wat keje baik2. tp kesabaran saya ponx ada hadnya jugekk.

as y`all noe, only me my self the only E1 at my section. most of them are managers. me direct reporting to my sm. yes i ve heard that in petronas, we have to do everything. ok, my expectations are there. but i ve never tot that everything i ve to do like wat i have to do now.

tak tahan la u have to assist sumone else n then sampai kaco masa nk wat keje u which is ur KPI. my work, my submission late. preparing my other work, oso terganggu. and then all the managers ske gell campak and assign keje ske2 hati wponx dok tgk  i m bz doing my other tasks. in fact sumtimes, bnda tuh diorg leh wat sendiri ponx. sbb kalau nk tunggu i may be lambat sket bcos i m organizing my work based on priority and urgency. ngeng.

tuh satu. another one. all the submissions are on the same date. ada 365 hari dalam setahun. aku ponx tak paham nape seme nk berebut satu tarikh yg sama. bengong. yes my bf said wat keje stkt yg mampu n mana dulu. dah seme nye share the same date. thats the thing.

and then mule la nk balik everynite koi 9 malam. sampai umah dah terpeleot. badan tuh jgn cakap la, mmg penat abess. its not that i cannot go home late or cannot stay. tanak biasa kan diri sangat. once bos dah tau kite leh stay, they will assign us work and then expect us to stay back. in fact, i m getting married. aku tanak balik lewat. i have my own life too!!

another thing, i m the only single in my section, again. last friday, suddenly my bos said that i have to come to work on saturday. whadaaa.. this is not service desk or plant that i can claim my wiken or fto. teros la saya cakap i have to balik kampung. leh pulak ah tanya y i have to balik kg. dengan hati yg mula panas saya ponx cakap la dah mak saya soh saya balik. i hate that. kalau org yg dah kawen, ada famili, leh plak senang2 jer amek EL or AL. anak periksa laa famili matters laa etc. so yg single2 ni tadek famili ker, no responsibility??? so yg single neh terpaksa la nk stay on wiken and stay back. skang neh, i dun even have time to manage n think about my wedding enimore.

so sory. today i cannot stand anymore. today i burst my tears to my bf. saya rasa dah lame dah tak nanes mcm tuh. dah lame saya tak migrain.

o-wenge October 9, 2008

last tuesday, we were having our luncho together ; me + lubba + rfa @ kFc

after Q-ing almost 30minutes (may be more!), dah la staff dia hangen2 men tauk2 jer aku nye x-meal tuh (nama dia farah ok..tolong laa jgn dok Q line tgh2), dapat la jugak menikmati lunch disamping shadapiang. yg tabess nye, tokyeh nk sembang n gosip lame2 sangat sbb dah dekat koi 2 dah**haih**

eniway, i ve received this besday present from rfa (lamenyeee angah! )

n this mekap case from rfa oso

thnx angah..luv ya!!

iftar bersama shadapiang 2008 October 5, 2008

heyo ketemu lagik. yeah i noe, lame dah tak hapdet ini blog. again**sigh** may be hapdet kali ni agak basi, but nvr mind, nk jugak letak kat sinin

saya punya nice wiken masa last puasa kt kL ni. saya tlh merancang untuk mengisi kekosongan wiken disamping member2 tsayang

dimulakan dengan hari sabtu, upacara berbuka puasa dengan shadapiang di putrajaya. saje jer ubah angen nk gathering kt sane plop. kecian kt jamie yg asik kene tuwun kL jerk huhuh

so ri sabtu tuh, yg konfem kan kehadiran cme saye + mira + eija + jamie huhuh cme la 4 org tetapi bermakna la dapat berbuka puasa bersama so heres some of the pics

tgk la muka2 yg kelaparan yg ngadap makanan ni

pas berbuke, pas setel solat magrib, kitorg ponx proceed n session yg bese..bergamba la apa lagik.sibek la si eija neh bawak kamera dia.tp sampai skang, still tak dapat lagik dia nye pics huhuh

struggle nk masuk frame jugak

hepi sangat dat nite dapat spent time n my shadapiang. dah lame dah tak rase mcm neh since seme dah masing2 bz keje, mengejar karier masing2 tak ske la kite cmneh huhuh

eniway, next project is photoshoot! tatau la jadik ker tak bdk2 neh, but hoping to have one since pas neh dah ade serious commitment so shadapiang, are u readi for photoshoot?

**teringat masa zmn utp dulu gilo photoshoot since seme layan ANTM